I was born on the 18th of September in the year of 1994,at Queen Elizabeth Hospital to the parent of a pure Chinese man and a mix mum ,is kinda complicated, My grandmum is Korean .However,grandpa is a Philipino. I was given the name that is so normal to heard and it is not surprising to people when they hear it. Since I was the youngest of the other 2 older brothers, I don’t have to be a leader ,set goals, and be a good example for them. I am a princess in the house,erm,I mean used to be,till the day my dad was pass away. I was three-year-old if im not mistaken, is an accident, No ones tell me the truth, some of my relative said that is all my fault? And some of them said cus he was sick before that accident happened.
My life changed after my dad was pass away, Why say so? Since my mum was still young ,and she got her own social life and her own business have to do ,so she wont be able to take care 3 of her children. My brothers follow my mum and im the only one who still stay in M’sia with my aunt which is my dad’s youngest sister. She is kind of traditional minder’s women. She is strict with me,she love to the control every single things in my life,she love to help me decide everythings.which is really pissed me off,sometimes.For example : I am not allowed to hang out with my friends, the way I walk,sing,talk,eat,dance, she would like to comment about it and blah blah blah, No social life are allowed in my life ,duh~
I am me, no ones know me better than myself ,I hate those humans who said that they know me well when I don’t even know myself , I trust no ones, even myself .Eventhough im already 5 years through high school, and this year is gonna be my last year in high school .I’m still always learning new things about myself.
I love to play violin when im not in a good mood. I am a girl who always cry when I’m practicing violin because each note sounds so pure,it just cut into me,and the melody comes pouring out my eyes.Sometimes,to me ,everything is just sound like a lie.Im afraid of being happy because everytimes I’m happy,something bad always happen.I’m wondering why when I do something great, no ones ever seems to remember ,but when I do something wrong,no one can even seem to forget -.-
My friends say that I am a friendly person and sociable person,heck yeah,I try to greet everyone I meet with a smile,But, behind my smile is everything they’ll never understand.My life has been one ’’great’’ joke,like a dance use to walked, a song that’s spoke. I laugh and cried so hard,I almost choke down when im think about myself.
I’ve plan for my future, I’ll finish my year’11 high school in M’sia ,and gonna try all my best .study hard and smart for my SPM examination =) and I’ll take CIMA course for foundation ,might be degree and diploma too, then I’ll study abroad to Aussie with buddy! Get an awesome crazy ROCK life over there and blah blah blah . I hope and I wish my dream will be come true! (Y)
A lots of things ,happy,sad,mad,awesome,useless,lame case happened in my life ,I believe in future,I’ll met alots this kind of humans and problems, I might be fall down and might be give up on something, who’ll know? God and I know . But,I always tell myself, BE HAPPY,take everything easy and I’ll be fine!
Peeps,you might think that I’m a little bit weird or very weird, but I am who I am,I've grown up a lot, which everyone does."This is only a small or a beginning part of my life,there’s a very very very long ways to go =)
